The more I embrace my feminine energy as complimentary to my masculine energy – the more I am complete in the act of Human Being – the more I notice sexual aggression, toward me and around me.
I get cat called, casual remarks about wanting to fuck me, I've had wet-lipped males grope me, guys offering me drugs with fires of thirst in their eyes, and I've been lied to for access to myself by women who I know were leaning heavily on their masculine side channeling domination and power.
I can brush these things aside and keep going much more easily than my feminine-formed peers because the society allows me to do that. Yet to talk about it feels risky, the society does not prize ally males to femininity, it wants ally males only to masculinity - it craves duality, and I refuse to give it that.
There is a hunger in this world for feminine energy and form, a seemingly endless desire. Now with technology we try to satisfy the hunger, but that hunger only grows via exposure to hyper sexualized imagery and sensations.
Masculinity needs to chill the fuck out, in whatever body it might express itself.
There is no magic fix or techno trinket, as masculine is want to lean on in solving problems: there is only empathy and meditation on the Self. Each of us is both Masculine and Feminine - each of those sides has a different relationship to sexuality and the act of sex yet shares the nonduality of the Allbeing which we all are. The tension without is already within, and there we can understand it for ourselves that we may respect, protect and support others and ourselves.
Thank you to everyone who is using these channels to enlighten what is still going on in the shadows. I apologize if I have ever hungered after someone in a way that they did not enjoy. I forgive the hunger directed toward me only that it may not weigh me down - but we can't just forget this and move on. It takes transformation. I'm sorry if I've ever tried to move healing along too fast in others, and in myself. Transformation takes time and reflection as much as it takes forgiveness and release.
Sexuality is our closest reflection to sacred source: sex itself is the beautiful moment when individuals link back together to act the remembrance of our tangible unity of shared being. Sexuality is for play and love, and so when it is abused the hurt is beyond words, the hurt ripples outward.
I dream that we may remove this hunger from the world that all bodies may know peace. I believe that remembrance of our shared Self can help us transform and understand and let go of personal hurt that drags one down so.
I know that refusing to accept rampant masculine power is how we get there. It has come time to end the run of the dominant infantile masculine and to embrace being balanced Humans aware of our two sides together as one.
No longer do we need to reward dominance with power, power is within each of us and so we say that compassion is where we can choose to place our power.
It all starts with bringing the darkness to light.